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Throw up your life

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Throw up till you get enough
Throw up till you drop
Throw up till your heart is acheing
Throw up till your lungs break down
Throw up till your knees are trembling
Throw up till your throat is burning
Throw up till every corner of your soul is dead
Throw up till you´ve lost your dignity
Throw up till you die...
This poem is written during the absolutely worst period of my life. I wrote it on a rainy day in march 3 years ago, right after I had threw up. 3 years ago, I was strugling with Bulimia Nervosa, it litterally took over my life. Everything was dark, which might be reflected in my poem. it is also the first time I´ve ever showed this to anyone- because I back then was ashamed of who I was and what I did...
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<3 It's okay. Merrrrrr... Don't be ashamed of yourself.

Your writing is nice. I kinda know what it's like to have an eating disorder. I'm on the brink because I'm afraid of gaining weight, and there are times when I have to force myself to eat because I know it's not healthy. But I'm working through it. I hope you're feeling more free from your problems. Sorry if I sound stupid.